I have days when I hate myself the most. Today is one of these days. I hurt a person that I care the world about.

Whenever you think you had enough, life slap you in the face again. I believe that I'm strong to my weaknesses :)

I am in pain....so much pain. I hate myself and my misery. I wished so much to be happy..

New new start

I found something new and exciting...for the moment :). I tried Pilates exercises at home and I will go this week to a gym to practice some more. I hope this time I will be more consequent... because almost every kind of sport I've tried, excited me in the beginning, but my laziness wined in the end.

First possible book

I've always wish to write. I had a few failed tentative, but maybe this time I will find enough desire and consequence to actually finish it in a novel. I'm still looking for the right shape, the right subject, the right characters. I don't want to be a journal, or my life story... just to express somehow my feeling and of course to be fun.